So things have been going well with Kyle and I. I still to this day never thought anything like this would become of our friendship. We've gotten so close, and, well ... I'm really glad he's opened up to me, and has allowed himself to love again. I'd be happy even if just learned to love again, with me or not, despite my four year long crush. How sad is that?

He makes me feel so special. I can't even begin to describe how he makes me feel, and the way the butterflies flutter about like they do. It's an amazing feeling ...

He means so much to me. Though, I know there are a lot of people out there who would disapprove for many more reasons then just the five year difference.

That difference won't sound so bad once I've grown in age by five years. It'll seem normal, now won't it?

Either way, I hope to spend many years with him. <3